so, a splash of reality just got doused on me. i. have. no. clue. where i'll be in september. hell, i don't know what'll be going on in august for that matter. this is what happened yesterday, i was in a fantastic mood, then i got smacked down...only today it only lasted for about two hours. i think it's more of confusion. i know what i want, i just don't know HOW i want it. i mean, i know, but i don't. that probably makes no sense whatsoever.

augh augh augh. forget about it.