have you ever felt like your life is falling apart at the seams. that's how i feel right now. i haven't heard back from the appleone people yet about the underwriting assistant job yet and i'm just feeling like such a failure. everything was going along nicely, then i lose my job, and everything goes to hell. i'm just in a...i hate my life mode right now. i have no idea what to do. gahhh. and knowing that i won't be going to a job on monday like i was hoping for makes it worse. i guess i'll go to bed, or something.