ever had one of those days where it seems as like everything's going great for everyone except you? i'm having one today. had an interview on thursday with cigna for a job that i really really wanted but of course, they call me on friday and say "sorry, someone else." that's just fuckin great. this morning? two emails. two girls leaving our department. number 1, i wanted to be the first to bail on our department. two, everyone now is going "ohhh, that's too bad." "where ya goin kelli?" blah blah blah.

where the hell is mine??? answer me that!! i'm so fucking pissed right now i just want to get up and walk out of here. it's making me sick.

alright, back to the bucket full of mud that is my job. so long.