oh, and he asked if i could go at some point later on. i replied with "i can go whenever you want me to." i perhaps should've said "whatever brian. every time i tell you i can go i wind up not going, so what the hell difference does it make?"

but i won't believe i'm going until i'm on a plane.

i am so unbelievably pissed off right now. i can't remember the last time i was this pissed off at someone i work for. actually i can, it was here and it was my old micromanager. but that was actually one time (coincidentally on a friday), it wasn't a series of events.

and i checked my stat thing, so i know there's someone reading this. leave *something* please, i'm anxious to know if i'm crazy for being so apeshit over this.