ever had one of those days where it seems as like everything's going great for everyone except you? i'm having one today. had an interview on thursday with cigna for a job that i really really wanted but of course, they call me on friday and say "sorry, someone else." that's just fuckin great. this morning? two emails. two girls leaving our department. number 1, i wanted to be the first to bail on our department. two, everyone now is going "ohhh, that's too bad." "where ya goin kelli?" blah blah blah.

where the hell is mine??? answer me that!! i'm so fucking pissed right now i just want to get up and walk out of here. it's making me sick.

alright, back to the bucket full of mud that is my job. so long.

crazy how shayna gets sick when there's a bachelorette marathon on all day. i'm subjected to watching basketball in the bedroom. eh well. i've been doing big important things all day. such as, i went to the bank, the store, mr. goodcents and then came home. to do manly stuff. like drink beer and watch basketball. well, i'll do that as soon as i'm done cleaning the grill and smoker, doing laundry, and making the bed.

tonight? it's all about the red raiders baby. i've got them upsetting st. joseph's. word.

i just got through making the happy cd. it's a bunch of songs that make you want to rock out! some songs that are included-

Charmed - My Friend Steve
Dream Police - Cheap Trick
Heaven is a Place on Earth - Belinda Carlisle
Hot Hot Hot - Buster Poindexter
When the Going Gets Tough - Billy Ocean
Veronica - Elvis Costello
Power of Love - Huey Lewis and the News
Everybody Have Fun Tonight - Wang Chung

and of course it wouldn't be a john-mix without some journey! don't stop believing. word. the rest of the track listing shall be revealed to all on wednesday. so just wait until then. moowhahaha!